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About Me
bout me ? ehhh ...i'm freaking playful..but i dont smoke or drink or take drugs ... i'm anti smoker ... and confirm no drugs ( drugs dont keep your boys together) i think i have split personality le.. in school i can play and do stupid crazy stuff like jumping on a wall and joke until like shit but back at home i'm normal and i'm a teacher of the K1/2 center in my church... but i know when to play and when to be serious la wat i like:ah .. i like art .. Art is good ! take art!! and photography .. ahh .. it will help u balance your life ... wat i dont like : herm.. SMOKERS..if i'm the government i will ban smoking and legalise pirated vcds !!! damn .. tat will be good .. i hate ppl who cant be trusted .. duh .. lol ehh ... tats it .. I'M DONE ... CABRON
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So if u happen to pass by my blog, stop awhile and read this post….and Think about it.
Well, I jus receive the news today that some1 passed away. I don’t know this person very well. In fact that person don’t even know me. Its jus that his son often come to my guardian’s place and play. His son is only 4 years old. And his son don’t have the slightest clue that his father had jus passed away. His son only knows that his father went camping and haven’t return. His father went camping alone at Easter day. And ya.. he spend his last few hours in the jungle maybe lost, maybe died of hunger. Can u imagine spending your last few hours . lost ? maybe hungry. So how bout the 4 years old boy now ?? he donnu anything, and he’s still playin happily at my guardian’s place. He only know tat his father haven return form camping. Who and how are they gonna tell this 4 years old boy that his father is never gonna return ?? I don’t have any connection with this family at all. I don’t know them, and they don’t know me. But seriously it’s quite depressing to receive the news. So I’m thinking now. I live my life everyday. Go to school, laugh around, study, got home, do home work and play com… and play com. sounds v .. ok I seriously donnu how to describe the feeling now.(maybe some1 who is good at English could tell me the feeling ). wat is the word ah…. Maybe, jus maybe. The word is “there is more to live then this” man .. I live a v comfortable life.. maybe I take too much thing for granted. And his death jus remind me that, there is more to live then this.. I spend one year of my life. 1 year which is 364.5 days of my life. Studying so hard for O lvls. I don’t care about anybody. I don’t care about their feeling. I don’t care about anything. I cant be bothered to make new friends. I thought I don’t need to. Sometimes I don’t even care about the feelings of my friends. I am numb to the rest of the world. Sometimes I know my friends are having problems, maybe with relationship. But I don’t seem to care. Which is not a good thing. There is this once my auntie is very sick, she went to Singapore’s hospital. I was informed but I don’t really seem to care. I didn’t even visit her cauz I am supposedly to be very busy with O lvls. So finally she passed away after my O lvls. So wat is the word to describe this ? such a pity that I didn’t visit her when she’s alive ? I jus thought that as long as yiwei is alright and well. And I’m alright and well. Everything else don’t matter.. I jus know that I need to take care of my girlfriend and my studies. I don’t need anybody else. Jus yiwei is the most important. With yiwei, it is complete. And When I’m free I play com games. Jus that. Jus that for a very very long time. This is only the first few years of my life .. wat will happen after I work ? will I be so blind. So blind that I don’t care about anything else ? so how do u describe me now ?? I’m no longer a boring person. I’m actually blind. Very blind . not lost. Not at all. Just blind .So far I’ve achieved my targets in life. Can say that I am on track. But how bout the people around me ? 2006 is a v good year for me . v good. But it’s not a good year at all for a lot of ppl. Including my parents. So wat have I done ? Suddenly there are lotsof people that passed away. Some are close to me.. some they don’t even know me . No I’m not regretting it .. why would I regret ? I achieved my targets. So far I’m successful. It’s jus that there is more to life then this. I jus realize. posted by Elven King at 4/15/2007 02:36:00 PM
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