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About Me
bout me ? ehhh ...i'm freaking playful..but i dont smoke or drink or take drugs ... i'm anti smoker ... and confirm no drugs ( drugs dont keep your boys together) i think i have split personality le.. in school i can play and do stupid crazy stuff like jumping on a wall and joke until like shit but back at home i'm normal and i'm a teacher of the K1/2 center in my church... but i know when to play and when to be serious la wat i like:ah .. i like art .. Art is good ! take art!! and photography .. ahh .. it will help u balance your life ... wat i dont like : herm.. SMOKERS..if i'm the government i will ban smoking and legalise pirated vcds !!! damn .. tat will be good .. i hate ppl who cant be trusted .. duh .. lol ehh ... tats it .. I'M DONE ... CABRON
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I am now seriously wondering what am I doing in this country. I am supposed to be at “home” still having my holiday. I am supposed to be at Singapore, collecting my award which I worked so hard for. It is my
What the hell am I here for??. I am not extremely happy here .. There are dear people so very dear to me in Singapore hoping so very much for me to go back. Parents are spending ever much more money on me the by sending me here. What for?? I’m tryin to save every cent. Everythin is ex here. And I must say “pardon me, can you repeat” instead of the efficient short way “ huh? ” All the shit ang mohs so kind to me before I arrive here. They send marketing people to Surabaya to talk to me, convince me to come here .. then upon arriving, I jus realize its all part of an act. Only talk kind words, sweet tongue. But no action. I’m suppose to be at sing collecting my award. Ppl say its only art ma . nth to be proud about. But only me .. only I know I’ve put in a lot of effort into it. No body else can feel it. Only I know how much effort I’ve put in, in that piece of painting. I don’t think I care what other ppl say anymore. “its actually not v nice” or “ chey, got award in Broadrick only ma”. And worst, I’m not there to even collect my award. I’m here, in aus . doing whatever it is . God knows. I donnu how to describe my feeling now man. Not disappointed. I think . its pity. Not pity myself. But it’s such a pity I’m not in Singapore. I spend basically all my life. From 7 to 18 years old.. there Although there are still some bloody shit mother fucking fuckers shit monkey ass bitch suck ass people in Singapore telling me “ eh Andre, u foreigner, Singapore don’t want you la. Go back to your country” bullshit, in spite me living there for more then 10 years already. I still prefer Singapore. Can say that I still prefer Singapore.. its not a super great country, but I still prefer Singapore. My everything is there man . yes , u can say my almost everything is there. Nope.. not in Australia, but in Singapore. posted by Elven King at 4/12/2007 06:07:00 PM
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